i reread 'tfios' again
and i sobbed like a baby again and again and again.
my mama actually got it for me for nikolaus
which was on the 6th of december.
i hadn't had school this day
because there was such a huge storm
that the school decided to not let the pupils come to school.
which was amazing.
i went to the movies with my mama
and watched 'catching fire' for another time
because she hadn't seen it yet.
and it was also as utterly suspenseful as the first time.
which kind of made me realize that repetition is nothing bad.
and actually life is most of the time just a repetion of things, experiences, people.
but that really isn't something to worry about..
because in the end the marks humans leave are too often scars anyways, right?
and i like my choices.